RANDOMNESS

So i have to write another journal entry so i dont fail journalism and can atleast pass one class this semester. JK but seriously im am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired i am about to fall over. Is there a sickness you can get called notenoughsleepites cause i deffinately am in that category. The last time i got a full nights sleep was the last day of summer vacation. The last night i have had more than 3 hours of sleep, last month. I know i sound like i complain alot but for real people i have been going on 3 hours of sleep tooooooooooooooooooooo long. I need sleep, i need a life outside of school, i need to spend time with my friends. Are you teachers maikng this possible NO WAY! but yeah so i have to keep typing to get a good grade so lalalalallalalalalala and hahahahahahhaha and lalalalallalalalal lol its too late at night for me to be writing a blong its inhumane. they should make child labor laws on giving to much homework. I mean really i already go to school for 8 hours a day i dont need to go home and have 8 more hours of homwork. What kind of cruel people due that? Let me answer that TEACHERS! UGH. so that is the main problem in my life right now teachers projects teachers homework teachers pointless assigntments accept to make us work our butts off even more. Ugh i hate learning!

Projects=0 social life

I cannot believe how much crap we have due this week. I have so many projects they overwhelm me. I mean seriously do teachers think we have no lives. Well let me infom you! WE DO. It feels like my social life has flown out the window. Me and y friends used to do something every weekend now i berley get to. Besides homework, projects and test i also have chores to do and i have to make money somehow so the time i am not doin that other stuff im babysitting. I mean i dont really know the point anymore its not like i have time to go to the mall and spend it. Really people 8 projects in 1 week = stupid planning on teachers part. The worst part they dont give a care. UGH!!! i am really starting to see why that career path is out for me, why would i want to live my life with a bunch of kids hating me everyday. I wish they wouldjust wake up and see that when we say we didnt get any sleep the night before, its not cause we wanted to stay up till 3 in the morning and talk to our friends about pointless stuff. NO wake up and smell the coffee its because of there stupid assignments. UGH!!! how many days till Christmas break again???

Never Alone

Friends. You ever really can grasp how great they are. We as a school have been through alot this past month, and i thik it has helped us all realize how great our friends and family are. Little did i know that so soon all of my friends from S.C. were going to be forced to realize that too. Their was a girl that most people new in my hometown. She was killed in a car accident last weekend and they are now havig to come to terms with that. It was tragic and they layed her to rest on Wed. I am glad to say that from what i have heard and read about her she was a Christian and we will be seeing her again. I did not know her personally, but i knew people who new her and i know what they must be going through. I wish that their was a way to stop the pain of death. That teenagers lives didnt have to be affected so tragecly. But i do know an answer to turn to. God is always there to help the broken. He is our comforter and protector. A band called lady antebellum sings a precious song called Never alone and i love the lyrics. They say: May the angels protect you Trouble neglect you And heaven accept you when its time to go home May you always have plenty The glass never empty Know in your belly You're never alone May your tears come from laughing You find friends worth having As every year passes They mean more than gold May you win but stay humble Smile more than grumble And know when you stumble You're never alone Never alone Never alone I'll be in every beat of your heart When you face the unknown Wherever you fly This isn't goodbye My love will follow you stay with you Baby you're never alone Well I have to be honest As much as I wanted I'm not gonna promise that cold winds won't blow So when hard times have found you And your fears surround you Wrap my love around you You're never alone Never alone Never alone I'll be in every beat of your heart When you face the unknown Wherever you fly This isn't goodbye My love will follow you stay with you Baby you're never alone My love will follow you stay with you Baby you're never alone.
I love this song and find it ecouraging to listen to, because i know that this pain is going to end and i know we are never alone.

Fall

I love fall. Its my absolute favorite season. Its not too hot and not too cold. The leaves all around us and leave pretty scenery begging for pictures to be taken. Trips to the park to sit around and talk with my friends, or carving pumpkins to look like silly creation are just some of my favorite parts. It help remind me what a wonderful God we have and how his hand is in all creation. Fall is peaceful. I think little can really compare to sitting outside watching the leaves fall and forgetting all about your troubles. Thanksgiving also comes with the fall and that brings lots of yummy baking of things such as pumpkin pie and turkey with stuffing. It gives you the feeling of togetherness and makes you feel loved by those who are with you. So fall can easily be the single most best time of the year. It doesnt matter young or old you would have to be ignorant to not see how beautiful leaves falling are. So next time you see leaves falling or hear someone complaining about raking the leaves, tell them to stop and take in God's wonderful masterpiece.

You never know....

This week we all have faced a hard fact of life, death. I guess the saying you never know what ya got till its gone really is true. We lost two great hard working, God-fearing students last Monday, and it has affected many. I didnt really know the Maxwells that well, i had talked to them maybe once or twice, but to see the impact they had on our school and their community works wonders in a person. I believe that this was all in God's plan to help us in some way we cant really see yet. Plus, God did not send us into this tragedy alone in Revelation 7:17 God reassures us "For the Lamb at the center of the throne will be their shepherd; he will lead them to springs of living water. And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes." He is our great comforter and will always be their in our times of sorrow. I firmly believe from the stories i have heard from thoses close to them and from personally seeing their actions that all four of the Maxwells are in heaven right now looking down on us and one day we will get to see them again. We can look foward to the day talked about in REvelation 21:4. It talks about a day where "He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away." So if all else fails and we feel like we cant go on turn to God and he will help carry you through.

full of fun!

I am having a great couple of days. We have won all but 2 of our tennis matches and have a great shot at being conference champs. We won our match against fayetteville academy praise God. All they do is trash talk people from Village and say how they are going to kill us at all sports, but they lost all but 2 yesterday. I LOVE just saying haha you were wrong. Any who then i have all A's and B's and have a high GPA. I am really enjoying my life and my friends and i have never been better. I really love my family to. Today my mom came to our match, then she let me drive home, then me and her made sloppy joes together, my favorite. Plus i got to talk to my cousins i havent seen in a while and my daddy is soming home early. I am currently sitting at the table with mi madre having a wonderful conversation about absolutely everything and nothing all at the same time. She is so funny. MY LIFE IS FANTASMIC!!!!!!!!!!!!! The only down side to this day is that now that im done eating i have to go write a research paper that is due Thursday. OH well it really shouldnt be that hard cause i have all my bib cards, my rough draft and my sources. I hope i get an A cause i could really use one especially in HISTORY!!! That class is turning out to be the vain of my existance it is soooooooooooooooooooooooo hard. oh well all i can do is pray and give it to God:)

drama, drama, drama, and more drama

Drama, is it really necessary. I mean really is it so hard to just accept we all have differences and we all make mistakes and move on. So a bunch of my friends went on a trip this weekend and something happened where a group of friends were making fun of some people. This one person got mad about it and turned to his facebook to let out his anger. He trashed talked these people and told people who werent even involved about how horrible these people were being, but in a sense he was just as wrong to go and tell other people about it. He went out of his way to create drama for himself i dont know if it was on purpose but it seems uneccessarry to me for that guy to do that. Doesnt the Bible say we are to forgive those who persectue us. I am not saying that what those kids did was right and im not condeming the boy for talking about them. I just am morbidly curious at why he would feel the need to do such a thing. Our sophmore class was doing such a good job of avoiding the drama in high school but it seems that lately our miss out from last year has been catching up with us:( i hope this doesnt go on for much longer because i am happily content with my life and i dont want some stupid drama that no one is going to remeber in 10 years to dissrupt that happiness. I guess all i can do is pray and trust that God will get this under control and all will come to an understanding.